Change Damnit

I tell myself to change, I have to, I must, I can't keep living this way, It not to be trust My hands are lame, My brain scream, "Come on!" What must I do? Where did I go wrong? These old habits Are so hard to break, So easy to fall onto, Such a weak, weak Mistake! "You can do this! Don't you want to change?" "Why yes I do, But it's such a hard effort to make!"