Careless Whisper

Nothing like them, never a part of the people like my start when it tells me wrong from right activating my fight or flight It starts off shallow like a pond until it grows too far beyond my control such as a wave for I'm not someone worth the save The careless whisper of that figure who lives within with only a s to contribute to my day to day why won't it just go away? You'd think it maybe my soulmate however that is only the bait for it doesn't want me to survive even though it's not a right it can exercise The murmur that is spoken of never treads well above a tone that only I can hear cause there is nobody else near