Candle In the Wind

I've made this trip 1000 times, For better or for worse, This wooden bench that wore my spine, Is where we had our first... This cupcake and a candle, Is the most that I could carry, To celebrate the life we spent, Everyday that we were married... In spirit you still have a home, To lay and rest your head, Although it feels like Im alone, I can feel you in my bed... Every picture has a deeper meaning, Than it ever did before, So I look for you in every dream, Until I cant cry anymore... And the candle left a year ago, Leaves me without a doubt, That when the wind decides to blow, It is you who blew it out...