Jessica Wentworth Poet I do not know?

Broken

My heart is so broken 
It's tearing me up inside 
With all this distance between us 
I feel so  far apart and un-twined 
We are not as we should be 
There is just too much space 
How can we have the closeness 
We did way back in the day 
I lay in my bed and think about you 
I love you so much I don't know what to do 
I feel your warmth at my side 
The pain In my heart moves to my eyes 
So far away yet always so near 
You are the reason I am still here 
With every breath that I take 
Every beat of my heart 
I never want to be apart 
I Waite and wish for it to be just me and you 
I tried so hard to like her 
And  still trying too 
you have no idea but, 
It's really hard to do 
After being your only one for years 
now I'm having to share you 
Believing what you said to me years ago 
That I was the only one for you 
and you couldn't see your self with anyone else 
And that you couldn't love anyone else 
Has broken my heart in two 
I feel like you let your self stop loving me 
enough to love her 
And now she fills my space 
Where my heart used to go 
All the times you thought of me 
Is Now it's split in to two 
There is not enough of just me and you 
I crave the feelings of you wanting me so bad 
But when your eyes look at me , they look so sad 
Im trying to love you like I used to do 
But when your loving some one else 
It makes it hard to do 
I'm not the only one anymore 
And it tears me up inside 
I feel like I'm dying 
And won't wake up inside 
I miss those day 
When the love was so strong 
I could feel you thinking of me 
Even when your not around 
Your eyes would undress me and you would smile at the thought 
Now u just think I dress like a ****
Is there something I can do to get that feeling back 
The feeling of you wanting me 
So damn bad 
I'm longing for your lust 
I'm addicted to your touch 
for the day when you tell me I'm the one.
 I love you , I always will 
My heart is for ever yours 
Please be kind to It and keep it safe and warm

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Skat A May 10, 2015 at 10:47 AM Jessica :) Congratulations on having your poem featured this Mothers Day. SKAT love

Jessica Wentworth April 26, 2015 at 2:27 PM Thanks for your kind words.. I'm having a ruff time with my husband and now we have a girlfriend and he doesn't know how to be fair and he was the one who wanted it .. but we're trying our best .. my poems help me cope

S.Zaynab Kamoonpuri April 26, 2015 at 4:46 AM Oh so appealing and heartwarming and soulful written creatively with lovesick longing when another woman steals yor man's heart. It's so common nowadays. But yor rhyming and artistic expressions are marvelous. Pls do review my latest poem.

Skat A April 26, 2015 at 1:59 AM Jessica, Stopping by with a nice, sweet Welcome to Poetry Soup. I will get much delight in reading and in time become familiar with your verse. As for now, I will greet you with the same smile others passed when I first joined the soup. Wishing you and your poetry the best. I hope you get to meet all the nice poets around here STARTING with me- SKAT :-) Please drop a hello and tell me a little about yourself if you wish. I would like to be your newest poetry soup "FRIEND" Hugs* SKAT

Poet Destroyer A April 25, 2015 at 11:15 PM Jessica, A nice warm WELCOME to poetry soup. I hope you have fun with this wonderful community. You'll find many friendly poets who are ready to support and give positive feedback. I will enjoy following you and your poetry when you are ready :) We are Lucky To Have you. Enjoy 2015, with New Poet Friends @-> LINDA <-@

Malek Abualya April 25, 2015 at 12:05 PM That mad me cry