Blue Hearts
1 man
all by himself no one understands
The government even determine when he can see his kid
Now he got a bunch of stuff running through his head
Streets getting wild
Never knew he wasn’t my mans
I was in denial
But Before I give you up to oops
I’ll cut off my hand
Split decisions
I cried every second time moved another hand
Praying the deputy don’t stop me
cuz these tags are dead
I had a few neutrals with me
Im lost in a perfect world of sin
You don’t really love me or would like to see me win
I wanted to commit suicide
Did you see how I pretend
To be happy
I’m tired but I could never seem to bend
At capacity
they still let me and my girl in
she snuck in through the back with me
I lost my mommy and a few of my best friends
What’s life
i just entered a movie
Shrimp over rice
cold nights
I feel like I’m losing
Battling depression since an adolescent the only thing kept me moving
was my smooth sense of humor
and how the women with big influence
Pick and choose me
It’s not enough knowing my equations not adding up
my father alive we never hugged
I just dap him up
Traveling far in the woods to free the demons that’s attached to us
Everything I harvested
around the tree of knowledge
I crafted something
I will never make it out the jungle because I actually love it
This irrational function
I see dragons let em get a pass
Just to watch the volcano erupt
Without the money who famous as us
People left me hungry they prolly thought I was on angel dust
Child support will always haunt me
I ran it up but did not flaunt it
I cried so many nights in my closet
I can’t even breathe without Tosha
I created a suicide letter trashed it
Then I went to work
Bragging about who car the fastest
I crashed 3 whips in 2021
My last whip caught on fire
I sat in it till a civilian pulled me out
I rather sit in flames thinking when I die they’ll love me now
Peace I’m much better with peace
Peace to my friends
I feel less better with Greeks
I’m a god I’m much better than these
Pions
I remember I used to tell that to breeze
No fraternity will ever love me more than the team
I don’t even know who supporting my dreams
I got my toes in the sand watching the flow of the stream
Copyright © Keorie Mcmillan | Year Posted 2022
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