Blind Pain

So how does it feel to be showered with praise and to be looked at as if you are beautiful by someone new.. .It hurts ...because the one you have always wanted too....does not, has not and you know he will probably not How does it feel to know he does for her...what you have wanted him to do for you...It deeply hurts How does it feel to be read by someone who ought to not know you.. It echoes pain Because you realize you have been invisible to the one person you have wanted to shine for all this time Does he understand your worth ? Does he even know you are in pain? How does It feel ... It feels as incredible at moments... fills up the emptiness that has been lingering in your soul, walking around, waiting around to be noticed