Blanket of Shame

Woke up today and it all came rushing back, All the thoughts and pain and emotion, Crying on my way to work, I'm going to crack, Pounding me like the waves of the ocean. I am not okay, and you couldn't care less, A beautiful life built for us, now in ruin, You left me all alone to clean up the mess, And I still just want to know how you're doing. I'm so ed up inside and out, I'll never be the same, Agony overtakes, no will to even shout, And I wrap my self in a blanket of shame.