Black Star

Perhaps in some point in my muddy past. I was a shiny bright white star. So many years lost in my memory. Afraid they'll ever come out of the why i buried them. All that cruelty and hurt they gave me that painful night. Is the reason i became a bright black star. No matter what i do my light is no good. Forgive me for my black light is no use. Tonight i stopped blaming all for my hurting. Gave in to the idea that black stars are meant to be lonely.