Bittersweet Relationship

It''s someone I love that's hurting me so bad I'm not giving her what she wants, that's what she says I love and hate her at the same time, she's standing there like a mime, letting my essence pass by she took away my heart, like some type of operation deep inside, we both miss each others warm sensation I, was 2 proud 2 admit that she was hurting me I would've never hurt her feelings, only playfully this relationship, why is it so bittersweet? I'll ask God for help, but will he answer me?