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Bipolar Disorder

CALL ME CRAZY IF YOU MAY CALL ME DOWN RIGHT LOSSED THE DOCTORS CALL IT BIPOLAR IS THIS WHAT IT COSTS MY ANGER KEEPS ON RAGING MY TEARS CONTINUE TO POUR YET, WHEN I'M HAPPY I LAUGH UNTIL I'M SORE I CAN'T CONRTOL THESE FEELINGS I KNOW THAT SOUNDS BAD BUT SINCE I'M IN SUCH A LOSS I'M GETTING VERY MAD I CLOSE MY EYES BREATH IN AND BREATH OUT I RECITE WOOOOSA AND STILL WANNA SHOUT SO HOW AM I TO FEEL BIPOLAR DISORDER IS TAKING OVER MY LIFE WHEN IT BEGINS TO TAKE OVER MY BODY GOES ON STRIKE SOMEONE COME DOWN AND HELP ME I'M LITERALLY LOOSING MY MIND I'M TIRED OF HEARING "IT'S GONA BE FINE" EVERYONE ON THE OUTSIDE THINKS THEYKNOW WHAT'S WITHIN BUT TRULY THEY DON'T CAN I EVER WIN I HOLD MYSELF AT NIGHT WANTING TO CRY I'M STRESSING ALL DAY WISHING TO DIE BUT YET AND STILL THE PAIN REMAINS SOMEONE PLEASE HELP I'M RACKING MY BRAIN EVERYONE IS IRRITATING ME YET IT'S NOT ENTIRELY THERE FAULT I'M SICK AND TIRED OF THIS PROBLEM MY BODY IS SHOT MANY KNOW ITS A DISORDER YET NOT ALL AGREE THEY SAY IT'S IN MY MIND WILL SOMEONE SET ME FREE REACH DOWN AND SCOOP ME UP TAKE ME FAR AWAY TAKE ME WAY BACK WHEN THERE WERE NO BIPOLAR DAYS MAYBE I SHOULD FALL ASLEEP AND REFUSE TO AWAKE I'M GOING TO STAY ASLEEP EVEN IF U SHAKE AND SHAKE ooooH I'M SO AGITATED NO ONE UNDERSTANDS PLEAS SOMEONE ESCORT BIPOLAR OFF OF MY LAND

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Date: 1/28/2009 5:57:00 AM
Welcome to PoetrySoup. Hope you will continue writing and sharing your excellent poetry with us Kioshi. Love, Carol
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Date: 1/22/2009 2:55:00 PM
Many have this, and many have been helped...it is not a pleasant illness, my husband's daughter has this, and we never know her moods, she changes from one minute to the next...she is now on medication that makes her sleepy, and we think it may be to strong for her...she has to go back next week to find out if they are going to change it or just cut down on the dosage....You will be in my prayers, always, Christy
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Date: 1/22/2009 1:56:00 PM
The anger and the pain come through very clearly. Very strong writing. I hope you are helped with medication.
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Date: 1/22/2009 12:10:00 PM
Yeah things will definantly get better, hope you will get better with meds and also a great diet. enjoyed reading this and have a great day.
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