Bipolar Disorder

CALL ME CRAZY IF YOU MAY 
CALL ME DOWN RIGHT LOSSED 
THE DOCTORS CALL IT BIPOLAR 
IS THIS WHAT IT COSTS 
MY ANGER KEEPS ON RAGING 
MY TEARS CONTINUE TO POUR 
YET, WHEN I'M HAPPY 
I LAUGH UNTIL I'M SORE 
I CAN'T CONRTOL THESE FEELINGS 
I KNOW THAT SOUNDS BAD 
BUT SINCE I'M IN SUCH A LOSS 
I'M GETTING VERY MAD 
I CLOSE MY EYES BREATH IN AND BREATH OUT 
I RECITE WOOOOSA AND STILL WANNA SHOUT 
SO HOW AM I TO FEEL 
BIPOLAR DISORDER IS TAKING OVER MY LIFE 
WHEN IT BEGINS TO TAKE OVER 
MY BODY GOES ON STRIKE 
SOMEONE COME DOWN AND HELP ME I'M LITERALLY LOOSING MY MIND 
I'M TIRED OF HEARING "IT'S GONA BE FINE" 
EVERYONE ON THE OUTSIDE THINKS THEYKNOW WHAT'S WITHIN 
BUT TRULY THEY DON'T 
CAN I EVER WIN 
I HOLD MYSELF AT NIGHT 
WANTING TO CRY 
I'M STRESSING ALL DAY WISHING TO DIE 
BUT YET AND STILL THE PAIN REMAINS 
SOMEONE PLEASE HELP 
I'M RACKING MY BRAIN 
EVERYONE IS IRRITATING ME 
YET IT'S NOT ENTIRELY THERE FAULT 
I'M SICK AND TIRED OF THIS PROBLEM 
MY BODY IS SHOT 
MANY KNOW ITS A DISORDER 
YET NOT ALL AGREE 
THEY SAY IT'S IN MY MIND 
WILL SOMEONE SET ME FREE 
REACH DOWN AND SCOOP ME UP 
TAKE ME FAR AWAY 
TAKE ME WAY BACK 
WHEN THERE WERE NO BIPOLAR DAYS 
MAYBE I SHOULD FALL ASLEEP 
AND REFUSE TO AWAKE 
I'M GOING TO STAY ASLEEP EVEN IF U SHAKE AND SHAKE 
ooooH I'M SO AGITATED 
NO ONE UNDERSTANDS 
PLEAS SOMEONE ESCORT BIPOLAR OFF OF MY LAND
Copyright © | Year Posted 2009

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Brown Avatar
January 28, 2009 at 5:57 AM
Welcome to PoetrySoup. Hope you will continue writing and sharing your excellent poetry with us Kioshi. Love, Carol
Curcio Avatar
January 22, 2009 at 1:56 PM
The anger and the pain come through very clearly. Very strong writing. I hope you are helped with medication.
Burton Avatar
January 22, 2009 at 12:10 PM
Yeah things will definantly get better, hope you will get better with meds and also a great diet. enjoyed reading this and have a great day.
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