Biggerfasterstronger
I am bigger I see it every night every day
Either arrogance, or manifest, physic-ally
I am now faster, my mind darts quick, alights
On new theories I rest, dendrites oh so bright
I am so much stronger, felt in power of body
My hands crush and warp, power so rowdy
I dream of a dream, where I am enough
To make you draw to me - a diamond in rough
I prostrate myself, I make me a slave
To your azure look, your judging gaze
I crowd out regret and allow in the peace
The peace that with each push, I bring you to me
My size to dwarf you, more than even now
You're little but I'll be bigger, if God allows
My speed to outstrip you, to make you now gasp
To make you try pace me, hold gaze level, rapt
My strength to enfold you and hold you in arms
So big in their power, bring content not alarm
In Big-Faster-Stronger is your dream, your vice
All three I am now, your dream, your price
Here I stand now, your Perfect Prince Charming
And yet you do waver, your indecision alarming
If I am these three that you wish I would be
Why are you not here, unerring, with me?
You voice that these are your certain desires,
these three that I model, past my fear and through fire
Yet I am these now, these fees now from me
I've paid my debt so... when will we two (too) be?
I am even more, your soul-match afore
Yet still you push away, reach for fourth door
What is the fourth, the one I am not
What is beyond my trinity, my thought?
Is it something beyond present understand
Or is it something I will not know, the promised land?
I will seek it thus now, and keep pushing forward
To find what you want, what keeps us from reward
A few more years and maybe we will see
If I wasted all effort, or made the changes you need
Let us see what shall come in you to be
If you will love dream, that should be current me
Copyright © Jay J. Jurado | Year Posted 2011
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