Big Brother

I can only remember you...big brother As a mere memory It slowly fades with each passing glimpse I have lost you... It seems just a while ago When you would sit by the window Playing your guitar with rhythmical melodies The divine sound you played It constantly whispers to me, Along with the wind of disappearance But it seems so long ago Since you departed me Too long, where even foreverness cannot follow The endless path of eternity I wanted to be just like you, an evident idol I wish each day for your return, Although I know too well of its impossibilities Because you're forever gone I have lost you... Not to death, But to the influence of drugs and alcohol