Better Off Dead

Would I be better off dead I can't live this way any more Thoughts keep rushing through my mind This is something I can't ignore Would I be better off dead All I have done is fail My madness keeps me sane And my body is so frail Would I be better off dead I feel am going insane My heart is full of sadness My body full of pain Memories are all I have And that's what makes me sad Or do I think my God don't care Yes, that's what makes me mad Jesus, I know he died For us upon the cross I Know that this is true So why do I feel so lost My death is not the answer I,m tired of all the sorrow So life I choose to be Looking forward to every tomorrow