Betrayal of My Mind Or Heart

It seems just like yesterday When all was okay... All the world was on hold, Was still, was silent. It seems like I stopped For time itself. And although it was quick, It took too long to surface. The reality Is piercingly bright. Like all the dearer, Love, it takes upon a price. Lost and confused, They ask unwanted questions. ..Undeserved, and endless. I have no answer that can be told; I was not ready to choose. I did not want to be stuck, Frozen in thought. Lack of a solution, Or fearing risks... Betrayal of my mind or heart? ~Written in 2004 (Monday, 23rd, June) when I was fifteen.