Best Friend Break Up

I see things that remind me of you. That remind me of our friendship. The one that slowly just vanished. The one that slipped away before I realized it was gone. I see drug rugs and I remember you and yours. I see things about best friends and I want it to be about you and me again, I'm too late. Your gone out of my life. I honestly wish I knew how You did it. But I have a feeling I already know. Your tired of me not listening to you. Tired of me hurting you. In a way I completely understand. But in another I'm completely torn..