Believe In Love Or Dont Receive It

A social status game where you gain from manipulation 
You see everything you give as a losing situation 
You won’t be giving time or attention to someone you feel  doesn’t 
You think they tell you things for a reaction it’ll get them so it doesn’t 
So you don’t take them seriously when they talk you never listen 
And then you play the same game too a tactical decision 
exaggerate things untrue or lie for you to see what’s given
Even when they give reactions and their time focuses on you
You feel you get it only after working through your game 
therefore something back to losing and now only look to gain 

And by now as you feel abused 
abuse them is you’re choosing 

They’ll either be as toxic as you and play you back and forth 
But if they are someone true they want the best for yours
They will be aware they give and it’s not something you do 
They give you selfless chances you take for the advantage 
As you take more and don’t want to lose seeing them lie as you do 
Though they don’t putting first things first and first is always you 
sensing hurt that they must fix tryingto mend a hurt you feel from delusion
Losing though by now you only take and you only gain 
The art of manipulation successfully avoid playing that losing game

they know their role is devotion only showing true emotions 
you need so much they struggle coping overlooked themselves for you 
it’s all about you and now very aware they never get back too 
And they just give and they are losing and you are thinking just for you 
Never giving for  fear that you’ll be stuck forever giving so you refuse
Avoiding them through distance so their suffering is a game 
You don’t think they’re unhappy and just ignore their pain 
All the while clearly give less and less and more they complain
As you see it a game to wait out and so you gain 
when they give up the game change back to their best best 
That side of them that loved you first that you put to the test 
gave you everything a service while you  righteously took deserved
for nothing shown but their worth, 
value of unloved selfish suffer

when they end it, 
play no game,
you still view it 
out to gain 
you don’t lose 
avoid doing 
for them 
 
They walk away and not your lover, 
Leave  you thinking it’ll blow over 
Doing nothing brings them closer 
You are superior holding over 

in your false reality, 
waiting for their move 
It takes time for you to see 
this wrongly believed view, 
and that in true reality 
Is loss and they left you
Copyright © | Year Posted 2022

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Chiri Avatar
January 30, 2022 at 9:10 PM
Haha! Whatcha think?;)
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February 13, 2022 at 2:02 PM
Oh Hello toodle pip, only just seen your comment, it's a bit raw this one! How are you? Loooong time lol
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January 30, 2022 at 9:13 PM
Ok I numbered it for ya! Lol
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January 30, 2022 at 9:12 PM
Lol it’s outta order but I’m sure ya can figure it out !WINK!lol!
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January 30, 2022 at 9:05 PM
Good to see you still posting!:)
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February 13, 2022 at 2:08 PM
Split ya like a Dutch? what the hell does that mean lol, very good biatch, a bit wet on the snatch but i'll likedy lick that, front to back, with my woodie in my drawers poking out like I'm dinosaurs, and i'll dine with yours and make you sores with my deadly sword, cus that's how we do in the west country have you falling like you're Humpty, numbty, who you bringing this, you want to confront me
Chiri Avatar
January 30, 2022 at 9:09 PM
2)See battling me would be your highlight to twilight and I'd be breaking dawn my minds too cynical, shit so critical spittin faster then a twista do, so bitch watch who you talkin shit to, Shit y’all ain't in no bad boys club, I'm from the southside bitch, and we thugs,
Chiri Avatar
January 30, 2022 at 9:09 PM
3)So if ya shooting ya shooting’s last, I'll erase ya before you can draw back, I'll club scene you if I swing I'm New Jack, So much kick to my shit I stay strapped, I’d adjust ya spine like Stella gettin her groove back,
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January 30, 2022 at 9:09 PM
4)Anyone checking account on me? cause I'll bank on that, if real recognized real I’d show ya straight havoc, See we don’t come from the same cloth cause they stopped making my fabric, We’re women who’s deadly, y’all ain't got no smoke We’ll split ya like a Dutch, then gonna dump ya guts, and then roll ya up, you just a buck fifty watch as we smoke you bitches up
Chiri Avatar
January 30, 2022 at 9:08 PM
1)Im a deadly rebel So check this bring a hearse no appropriation I earned my homage, cause I stay polished, First let's pray for them in one accord, chop their hearts out like they receiving the lord, cause I was raised by wolves attack with lions, I predict ya world gonna end like the Mayans,
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January 30, 2022 at 9:05 PM
I’ve been practicing on my rap!??
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