Being There

All these years of blood, sweat, and tears
the undying will to carry on despite all the 
debilitating fears

Just 'being there' is what I longed to see
to finally live my dream and be all I knew I could be

What was it really for? Was it all in vain?____
The flurry of lies, jealousy and close-mindedness,
I think I have just cause to complain

Society! Why does she shut her eyes and stuff her ears?
Why won't she hear my cry or help dry my salty tears?

Being there, now I wonder?
Being there, should I go asunder?

Being there, trying to belong
Being there, feeling like all I do is wrong

Now that I'm here, what will it take?
to rid my being of this lonely, sullen heartache?
Copyright © | Year Posted 2017

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Robinson Jr. Avatar
December 2, 2017 at 9:16 AM
Beautiful sorrow, Stewart. You penned a poignant gem of a poem, my friend. Your pondering on such deep spiritual matters, do matter. Salvation truly comes from serious self-examination ... then making the necessary change. Powerful poetry. Supernova bright write. Love and joy always.
Watkins  Avatar
December 2, 2017 at 9:21 AM
Good day, Freddie! Thank you, sir!
Pigeon Tart Avatar
November 23, 2017 at 2:19 PM
The golden cage, well penned!
Watkins  Avatar
November 24, 2017 at 9:42 AM
Thank you, Maureen.
Gauthier Avatar
November 23, 2017 at 11:56 AM
Hi Stewart, well expressed... you would be surprised at how your poem resonates with so many people. There are no free give me's in this world. Wonderful style.
Watkins  Avatar
November 24, 2017 at 9:42 AM
Thank you, Line.
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