BEHIND THE SMILE

[Verse 1]
Just another sinking tear
In this river full of pain
Racing fast to nowhere
In a world that’s gone insane
Hope hung herself in silence
Before I got to speak
Now I'm haunted by your absence
And promises too weak

[Pre-Chorus]
They say it gets better
But they never knew the fire
That burned us down forever
Left me buried in the mire

[Chorus]
But it’s alright — you’ll never know
I’m living dead, but I don’t show
Empty words and hollow eyes
Behind this smile, I hide my lies
Yeah, behind this smile... I hide my lies

[Verse 2]
Everyone’s got the answer
But none of them are right
The blind lead the broken
Claiming they’ve found light
Love — a cruel illusion
A fool’s delight, they say
Left me cold and naked
In the night that stole the day

[Pre-Chorus]
They offer silver linings
While I’m drowning in the grey
Their voices can’t reach me
In the wreckage where I lay

[Chorus]
But it’s alright — you’ll never know
I’m living dead, but I don’t show
Empty words and hollow eyes
Behind this smile, I hide my lies
Yeah, behind this smile... I hide my lies

[Bridge – Preserved, Enhanced]
Handcuffed by this culture
To a grave of silent screams
Treading water in the shadows
Of once beautiful dreams
Too far gone to rescue
Too lost to even fight
Alone beneath the surface
Under a waterfall of night

[Final Chorus – Lifted Emotionally]
But it’s alright — you’ll never know
I’m living dead, but I don’t show
These haunted eyes still memorize
Every truth I try to disguise
Behind this smile... I hide my lies
Yeah, behind this smile... I hide my lies.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2018

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Justice Ndubuisi Avatar
July 8, 2020 at 8:18 AM
I kinda found myself in this situation right now. She left me for a wealthy man... All the love we shared, gone! I feel hurt right now...but I'll be hiding my tears behind the smile... Thank you
Mcguire Avatar
July 24, 2018 at 12:01 AM
What a terrific piece.. Great job!
Campbell Avatar
July 16, 2018 at 8:12 AM
understandable love and hate pain I think, it's always good to see an other seeker writing about that love this sir!
Johnson Avatar
July 8, 2018 at 7:48 PM
This is a masterpiece!!! Keep writing!!!
Gaul Avatar
July 7, 2018 at 8:21 PM
Beyond the technical crafting of this work lies what I must call insight. The messaging here makes me think but most of all it tells me that the writer has already done a deep dive into reality in order to write this so succinctly in the first place. Lovely.
Zangpo Avatar
July 2, 2018 at 8:18 PM
Touching one. I enjoyed.
Nipas Avatar
July 1, 2018 at 7:03 PM
'I'm living dead but I don't show', I love these words. We cab be proud even in our deepest pain. Beautiful.
Vines Avatar
June 29, 2018 at 9:32 PM
I love it... strong words. It's alright you'll never know I'm living dead but don't show empty words and hollow eyes, behind the smile I hide my lies...I related to Behind the Smile. Great!!
Martin Avatar
June 29, 2018 at 6:33 AM
Way to go Lyric Man...this works for me on a level that goes beyond the pain and suffering merely of lost love. I especially like the repetitive stanza verse driving home the theme. Well done! Terry
Eldridge Avatar
June 28, 2018 at 8:14 PM
I ambled with you line by line Thank you for an engaging time! atb JE
Lindley Avatar
June 27, 2018 at 5:29 AM
I that have lost true love know this inspired gem nails it my friend! That feeling of the world has crashed and life no longer has meaning. Yet if one but has Hope, the future heals. We all face the trials in our lives and survive to carry on,if we do not abandon Hope. A FAV.. a shining gem this is...
Wolf Avatar
June 26, 2018 at 10:56 PM
Kudos to you, Lyric, for your richly-deserved POTD honor for this soul soul-rending song. Best always, Gershon
Michael Avatar
June 25, 2018 at 9:11 PM
Nice Lyric Man... sad but yet the soul of the poem is hopeful... Congratulations...All the best
One Avatar
June 25, 2018 at 1:47 PM
Excellent choice for POTD..
Pett Avatar
June 25, 2018 at 9:02 AM
Congratulations on your well deserved POTD Lyric Man, as I read this I could feel the sadness being expressed so in my humble opinion you have succeeded in what you wanted to achieve.
Ashley Avatar
June 24, 2018 at 9:12 PM
Your poignancy and poetry dance so beautifully in your painfully sad lyric, Lyric. Congratulations on your wonderful and well deserved POTD honors for your deeply heartfelt and moving poem. Warmest wishes my friend.. ~Susan
Bateman Avatar
June 24, 2018 at 9:31 AM
Lyric Man, Congratulations on the POTD honor here with this powerfully written Lyric. One can readily identify with the pain, sadness, and emotions of your write. Lost Love is always full of pain and memories. Excellent Work!! Best Always, Gary
Riabi Dziri Avatar
June 24, 2018 at 1:05 AM
An exquisite write about a lost love! To me it is a triumph over love! Having gained such gracious write! From the depth of pain does beauty grow.. Congratulations on your POTD! A recognition well earned.. Stay blessed.
Waters Avatar
June 23, 2018 at 5:58 PM
You sure masterfully achieved your goal - simple words that shoot straight to the mark. Thankfully you have POTD as I missed this one new. Great pick
Roper Avatar
June 23, 2018 at 3:42 PM
Back with a big congratulations on POTD.. Hugs Eve
Cooper Avatar
June 23, 2018 at 3:34 PM
Your poem is written on such a scorned heart with bitterness for your retreat. The poem does speak volume in the words that bring it together so nicely. I really like the arrangement and the flow of the rhymes, Not to mention how it runs deep into a person soul if you were on the receiving end of such a story. Great poem Jack2
Ajmal Avatar
June 23, 2018 at 2:32 PM
It is such a painful write, a fav for me. You are absolutely right that once we lost the person we love, our life is like a living dead, nothing seems to be nice, we don t like to do anything, just lie by the bed and cry,and the worse thing is that life still go on, no matter what happens, you continue to live on, many congratulations on your poem being chosen as POTD, it is indeed a beauty
Nicole Avatar
June 23, 2018 at 1:36 PM
A smile can hide many emotions the heart holds. Once broken, it takes time to heal. Feeling empty inside, that ache never leaves. Or so it seems. However, there is always hope. ~ Maia
Turner Avatar
June 23, 2018 at 12:58 PM
Back to say congratulations on POTD, LM
Gondolf Avatar
June 23, 2018 at 12:34 PM
What a great break-up son, Lyric Man, the pain is felt by all. Congrats on the well deserved POTD. John
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