Begging For Death

Sometimes I feel like a rabid animal. Loud noises, screams driving me insane. Voices 
yelling at me, hair pulling, skin cutting, ear piercing voices. Walk outside into the darkness, 
is it raining? Blood falls from my eyes in form of tears, wanting, hoping, wishing, begging for 
Death...
  Trapped like a creature with-in my own mind. Beating me with chains, chains of rules, of 
regulations. Draining me of the little confidence i have. Voices yelling at me, stabs in the 
heart, broken blade, knealing hoping, wishing, begging for Death...
  Bound with rope, forced to be NORM to wear a mask of HI HOW ARE YOU'S of NICE DAY'S, 
smiles so fake, love unfelt, untouched, undiscovered, buried beneath hatred, betrayal and 
unwillingness. Voices yelling at me, FORGET YOU!, YOU MEAN NOTHING TO ME! I WISH YOU 
WERE DEAD! YOU'RE TRASH! Cutting, slicing, gasping, soaring, finally DEATH!!!!
Copyright © | Year Posted 2009

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Mason Avatar
September 26, 2009 at 8:10 PM
Stark, poignant write here that I'm sure all Human Beings at one time or another have felt, Stennett ... this too shall pass ... smile ... thanks for bringing your talent to PoetrySoup and I look forward to reading more from you.
Freeman Avatar
September 26, 2009 at 11:48 AM
Love is who we are from our hearts, while the mind is egotistical enmity, against love, God bless Sincerely Moses
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