Begging For Death

Sometimes I feel like a rabid animal. Loud noises, screams driving me insane. Voices yelling at me, hair pulling, skin cutting, ear piercing voices. Walk outside into the darkness, is it raining? Blood falls from my eyes in form of tears, wanting, hoping, wishing, begging for Death... Trapped like a creature with-in my own mind. Beating me with chains, chains of rules, of regulations. Draining me of the little confidence i have. Voices yelling at me, stabs in the heart, broken blade, knealing hoping, wishing, begging for Death... Bound with rope, forced to be NORM to wear a mask of HI HOW ARE YOU'S of NICE DAY'S, smiles so fake, love unfelt, untouched, undiscovered, buried beneath hatred, betrayal and unwillingness. Voices yelling at me, FORGET YOU!, YOU MEAN NOTHING TO ME! I WISH YOU WERE DEAD! YOU'RE TRASH! Cutting, slicing, gasping, soaring, finally DEATH!!!!