Beautiful Blues

Recollecting my old thoughts, Trying to connect all dots, Glancing at the twinkling stars, While being proud of my scars. I always had a question to God, Which is not so odd, That why I'm engrossed with pain, And my hardwork go in vain? All I hear from people is, You have to go a long way miss, They say learn to bear your blues, I acknowledged that they can't stand in my shoes. I often heard about God's magic, Then why don't he save me from tragic, Can't he eradicate my negative past, And fill it with happiness that Everlast. I crave for a life only with elation, With no betrayal and suffocation, That is when I had an epiphany, Which made my frustration so funny. If humans can't experience pain, Then the mankind is of no gain, We could forget the sole purpose of living, That is to find happiness while beaming. Please give a feedback for this poem to improve myself.