Battler
I am losing the war against myself
Who I am vs who I am supposed to be against what I am
It exhausting when your opponent is a fighter
Its exhausting fighting the mirror
Cuts and bruises until you can’t see any clearer
Blood flowing no drinking on the river
The pain runs deep and the alcohol is bitter
Its painful to numb what caused the Injure
Reality is blurry the tears salty I can’t find my healer
F*** this f*** that f*** I am bitter
The dissonance is cognitive a dissociative persona
The legion is fighting my spirit is bipolar
The peace is not within without is not proper
I am losing a war against myself
I am a coward with a loud speaker
Defendant, jury adjudicator corrupt prosecutor
I am kind to Nisa but to myself a monster
I am kind to a stranger but to myself I’d not rather
I am losing a war against myself
Love lover lovest can’t save me any farther
Low lower lowest got me questioning my creator
No power protest there really is no one out there
Da da da da future selfs on the respirators
La la la la sad scenes make up my theatre
I am so tired I need to rest so that the bugs do prosper
If I just give up who cries at Gods acre?
I am losing a war
I am losing a war
I am losing a war against myself
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