Lose, gain, lose again... then gaining it all back. It is an indication that you have to do something different. I don’t even have to go there with reminding you about the definition of insanity... doing the same thing and expecting a different outcome. Oh well... I went there. So now, what are you going to do now? You’re going to do something different... not that you are insane... but the method that’s not giving you the result you desire. This is the insane drama.