Baggage

"Baggage" Can I please have some room to carry this baggage? My heart needs surgery, no bandage Perhaps let us redefine its purpose Security access is non-existent; whatever allowed is there to impose No proper structures, just frames with feelings that pose Glimpses of pictures depicting a scary conclusion Papers everywhere, no resolved cases, just new cases increasing possible self destruction Flashes of a life that still exist but the leading role is missing in action I ask you again, can I please have some room to carry this baggage? They pay me no attention, I hear them mumbling saying "his heart can take it and he's at the right age" Can I invite you in; we'll have a muffin and coffee if we can find space Look around, yes I cleaned last night, but everything just comes back to fill the space Please don't leave; I need you to take me to a place of no complications somewhere in space The heart rate is beating at an unprecedented pace I need new cabinets to save the space or perhaps relocate to an alternative place Until then, i'm stuck with these papers like a writer staring at a book with no ending I ask one last time, can I please have some room to carry this baggage? My body feels relentlessly heavy like it's dragging a carriage Yes I need room, who doesn't at this day and age