Awkward Silence Speaks Volumes

The awkward silence beween us, Speaks volumes through the tension in the air, I wonder what I said this time, or maybe its because I was just "there" What happened to the couple who together could withstand hell, Now I watch every move I make, as if I am walking on eggshells I know its partially my fault, for letting things get this way, But to avoid arguments for years, I have not said what I needed to say I cannot take anymore of the manipulative tactics you use, I have to take control of the situation, My heart cannot take anymore abuse So what is the next step? Separation? time apart? Without you seems impossible, I don't know where to start