Awakening From the Illusions

I WANT TO KNOW WHERE WHERE MY HEAD TURNED THAT WRONG WAY TRYING TO STRAIGHTENED OUT FROM FREEZE FRAME SO IT WONT BE GAME OVER F** IT TILL MY FEET CANT MOVE MY BODY AND MY MIND FREEZES UP COLD NEED A BINI TO AVOID HATRED & LAUGHTER DAMN STARTING TO NOT GIVE A F I'MA KEEP PUSHING THROUGH THAT CREVICE ONLY DWELLERS COME THROUGH LET IT BE GRAVY AND I'LL BET YOU BABY MY SIDE OF THE MOON WONT BE AS DARK ANYMORE A DENSE MIST OF POISON FLOATS OUR HUMBLE HOME HAS INVESTED THE PALACE THAT B* SNAKE HAS ME IN A ILLUSION TURNING MY NECK SIDE TO SIDE REALLY LOOKING TO FIND A NEW FAITH WHY SHOULDN'T TRY STOP THE UNAVOIDABLE SO MUCH TIME ITS BECOME A JOKE DRINKING & BS IN THE DISTANCE I HEAR HIS HEART CRY TO WHO I AM BETRAYED AS DAY BY DAY MY MIND DRIFTS INTO "REALITY" FOR US WHO ARE FRIED UP WISHING TO LET GO IS NOT AN ANSWER IDEA SEAMS LIKE SLAVERY OF SOLITUDE BROUGHT UPON TOO MANY TO GIVE A ____ ABOUT, RIGHT? TO GIVE A ____ BOUT ANY BEWILDERED FROM SO MANY TO CHOOSE FROM