At Times I Wonder

At tymes i wonder will god really save me in the end, should i quit while im ahead or keep playin the game to win. will god show me mercy 4 doin thangs i had to do to maintain Am i a victem of circumstances or am i the one left to blame. everyday i ask myself should i carry on when it seems everythang i try in do goes wrong. Cuz when the sun comes up i dont c a new begainin but a bad day that seems to have no endin. just like when the sun sets, i may lay my head down but i dont get any rest. cuz at times i wonder...