Aspire

Never do i get anytime what i always aspire my fate has seemed to be turned into a great liar ...... was it really my fault to think about so high that even my fortune was forced to utter a lie but no i didn't dream so much that i couldn't have fulfilled It wasn't a burdenon me but i couldn't achieve it still I have always been told to dream higher and higher but how can I do so when idon't get what I aspire I aspire many things but rarely do Iget them with misfortune following me towards my mayhem My bad luck is always bad and my good luck is never good what can Ido in such a case when i tried whatever i could Every time after a failure I decide never to aspire again but my adamant heart never understands and still tries to aspire