Ashamed

Deep down
I don’t want to see him flirting
With another lady
Just me
Am I crazy

Wait a minute, I’m trippin
He aint even my friend
We just work together
I don’t want nobody
I’m gone be single forever
So why am I feeling this way
This is crazy
I see him  flirt
I know if I be in a relationship with him,
I know he’ll cheat and I’ll be hurt
He aint even the one for me
I’m so ashamed of how I feel
This jealousy is real
Me feeling some type of way
Almost ruin my day
I’m better than this
I’m gone pray about it
I don’t have time for this insecurity
This jealousy
That’s just not me
He don’t deserve me
He has to earn me
I’m a lady
I’m faithful
I don’t cheat
I’m too good for him
He aint for me
I’m trippin
Copyright © | Year Posted 2018

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January 31, 2019 at 12:48 PM
I love this; particularly the last 10 lines. They have a great flow. I can relate to how we can magnify things in our minds.
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