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I needed to give myself permission to give up and to get emotionally charged enough to deal with the separation.Integrity is a large part of who I am.  

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It’s a long slow trip into misery It starts by putting that bad feeling aside By narrowing your expectations And removing all of your pride And as you make you humble You actually cripple as well You reach so far to have someone else That it actually puts you in hell It’s a long slow trip into misery From which I must return And in order to do this I must internalize the lessons learned To believe in me To set me free To walk into the light And possibly disappear from sight Ascent from Misery – 2001 (C) Susan Manley (on my divorce)

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Date: 9/28/2023 10:04:00 PM
Susan this poem is so amazing! Thus poem resonated with me on a very emotional level. My ex once told me. That I spoke to much and I embarrassed him. Wow! He does not respect me. 17 years with him. Lost. I am still trying to do what you have done. 5 years after break up and still trying. Kudos! My friend for pulling it together and knowing your self worth.
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Susan Manley
Date: 9/28/2023 10:27:00 PM
Thanks, I still struggle with this. I actually was in a relationship for 12 years before I got together with Alan. That relationship had been stagnant for at least 7 years, but I stayed. I am clearly loyal past the expiration date...
Date: 9/23/2023 3:57:00 AM
Thanks, Susan, for sharing such a personal and painful experience. You captured the truth with simplicity yet so thoroughly. Divorce and separation are difficult. I believe you're right. One can ascend from misery....one has to grieve but one has to let go. Sounds like you've done that. Hope your day is a pleasant one
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