Apology

You hate your dad, I know but I can't choose between you two...just no I'm sorry. You're right, I probably would never see how bad I screwed up, but without you, I've gone nuts. Seriously, I will keep trying to have you back, 'cause I'm crying. I don't wanna lose you, o.m.g. I'm really sorry... I know I was a terrible girl but I'm a clam and you're my pearl. Without you, I have no value without you, I'm no longer cool I missed everything we've been through. Your voice when you sing, I'm glued to you. Hey, I'm still your number one fan and you'll always be my sweet, young man. you're the water, and he's the sun without you both, I'd be done I hope you can just understand I'll always wanna hold your hand no matter what happened, I'll love you still. We used to hang and used to chill. now I'm mad we can't do that but again, it's my fault the balloon went splat. I'm desperate to hear you say 'I love you mom, it'll always be this way' I want your forgiveness, seriously I'm really sorry.