Apology

I beg for the words you will not speak Not "I Love You" Empty words you can keep For you, I do not love For you, I just despise You and all of your lies You beat me down in every way Your fists so hard and full of rage Your words are like a rusty knife Slicing apart whatever's left inside This agony with you I cannot take When I would cry You'd say I'm weak and belt me right across the cheek You'd get so mad I'd dare not speak Not so hard Most say with ease It's not so big Just simply this I'm sorry for what I did But those words are more than you could ever give A simple phrase is all I wanted My life as I know it is still so haunted