Anytime

Can you see me? Can you read the article that is my face, my mood? I'm morning for the partial creator that has left me wounded. A artery cut has no path to death like the silhouette in the distance I no longer see. Do I ever cross your mind, ANYTIME? I don’t need gifts to shower me for the apologies and guilt immersed in you. I shower daily to cleanse me of your stank as it is. But for once can I sulk in a tub of your commitment? I am half of you.... Your blood flows through me like the distance that is measured by inches to feet. I just wanna be next to you, do you wanna be next to me? Do I ever cross your mind, ANYTIME? I will always keep your picture in a frame to remind me of the strength that I hold. The strength that allows me to hold fast to a decision acted upon and not told. I miss you and I wanna miss the times that we have and haven't shared. Events desperately asking to be compared. Do I ever cross your mind, ANYTIME? My dreams no longer linger at night. I find myself sleep walking and daydreaming to keep a relationship of the hope of us. Tears will stop and that pipe dream will turn to rust. Dad..... Mom...... I’m just a kid..... ANYTIME!