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Lord, I think I've mentioned some challenges to my faith. Did you really mean that you would never foresake me?  If that is true, why do I feel alone in a crowd?   Why do I feel alone with family and friends?   Why do I feel safer alone? I want to love somebody, I don't want to need any one.   To need makes you vulnerable.   To need strips away your power.   To need makes you indebted.   To need enslaves.   I want to love somebody.   I don't want to need anyone. I want to love somebody.   I want to know their very consciousness. I want to know, what is their joy.   What can I do to help them find such?   I want to know all, yes all, their hopes and dreams.   I want to be the one holding their hand when dreams become reality.   I want to love somebody.   I don't want to need anyone. I want to love somebody.   I want to know what is it that drives them to keep moving forward when the world stops.   I want to hold them when they scream out in pain.   I want to see them through when their future's brightness dims.   I want to be their helper and best friend.   I want to love somebody.   I want to love somebody.   I don't want to need anyone. I want to love somebody.   I don't want to need anyone.   I want to love somebody.   I don't want to need anyone.   I want to love somebody.   I don't want to need anyone. Lord, I need you. I trust you. I love you.