Anticipation

Ever been so anxious for a day, for a moment? And at the same time didn't want it to happen? Because if it did, the beautiful wait would end. I feel like I am losing a dear departing friend. That you didn't want to ever go away, as long as I'm hoping... you'll stay. My child's face beaming, the circus, the feeling. My dog kissing my foot. Teaching me love, with just one look. As extraordinary as it is, which I know, to the core. I would hope one could see why... I want to look forward to it. More.