Anticipating

Anticipating a brand new year, White bows in your plats and fresh new gear, excitement bubbled, smiles ear to ear. All I could say is, "I love you dears." I waved with excitement as you both marched away, your father on duty for your big day. Then I quietly pray that your joy remains that you feel safe and challenged, Happy and sane. And when it was different, I was there With smothering hugs drying your tears. And now its all over, past tense, and I miss Those running hugs and sweet little kisses. I want you to know that sometimes I still see Your sweet little faces looking back at me so loving and giving and full of glee. Its why I linger and go in for one more hug Its because you fill me with so much love. And I will always be here for you. For a laugh and some fun or just to see you through. I watch you as you go your own ways and after goodbye I still pray please God let their joy stay.