Another Night On the Loose

Open my eyes where did these clothes come from, Pull out my compact when did i put this make up on, Why do i smell like him and my underwear is gone, Finally something i recognize, Grey Pain stricken Eyes, Whose phone is this cause it sure the hell isnt mine, More memories ill never be able to find, Cant find my skittles too early for a refill, Get ready dopeman you know the drill, I just wanna forget what i cant remember, Just put me by the fire this snowy december, Self medication never really works, Itll just help me handle going bizerk, and then ill have an excuse for being a jerk, will i ever be normal even with these pills im a freak, Attleast when im crazy i am unique, when your a zombie youll never be free, but when i dont take my meds they take away my keys, so i guess no matter the choice its always prison for me,