Another Farewell

All the signs are saying let him go You don't even have the decency to let me know One minute we're flowing, growing Next I'm left not knowing You said you need to some time alone You may not answer the phone You said you just need some time go within So the healing can begin Ok I'll give you some time Parnonia has set in... has he done a crime? Not agains the law but against my trust Has he fallen into the trap of lust? What am I supposed to think I'm searching for clarity, so I create the link You've disappeared Something I've always feared Let some in and they leave me No explanation, they just flee I miss you This was out the blue Even though it was my fear For this I did not prepare I want to believe that is gonna work. That you'll hit me up and apologise for being a jerk That you're sorry and theres no need to worry You feel better now and things aren't as blurry But my gut and heart know this can't be You see Right now in life we need different things And although that thought stings I know one day we'll both get the love we deserve For now I'll sit back and observe.