Another Darkened Fairy Tale I Shall Weave

So shall I be honest I was modest You took it for granted I have a strong sense of being abandoned I hope you know I hate to see you Because every time I do I’m reminded how much I really love you And I’ve never doubted that you knew And by the way when you asked if I would be ok I answered with a lie Guess what it hurt even more when you said goodbye I asked did you bother to ask yourself why This has been a most exciting roller-coaster ride Some of these words are far from literal But I believe you should consider them all Your just a customer and you pay with a piece of yourself I think you should start thinking instead of drinking And I’m more honest So every time you think about crying I’ll just hope to be dying So would you rather me be lying Because I’m exceptional at that too And ever night I lie alone Motionless just hoping I can donate myself to heaven You never knew its been seven years This tale never nears the end just a new beginning So I’ll be winning while sinning I bet this song will leave you grinning Tomorrow is another word for a new beginning I’ve had the best and worst of them with you I hope you know I bet you never knew And even after it was through you stilled signed “I heart you” So I’m wondering did you feel inclined to bind my heart So baby I’m trying to be brief but I held this in for too long This is pay back in the form of a song Yes, I think you did me wrong How’s that for honesty and modesty is up the creek with out a paddle So saddle up I’m going to ride this wave of guilt all night I know much more than you could believe You don’t have the option to leave Please believe, Please , Please believe So if you can’t manage this then cease my heart before you leave I hope you hold no belief in grief Because I do and this won’t be brief I hold many beliefs I’ve got an ace up my sleeve On second thought just leave I have no need to torture myself with your wealth of charming pantomimes I’ll be fine Be strong just leave I’ll be strong please believe Another darken fairy tale I shall weave Be strong just leave and I will grieve