Another Darkened Fairy Tale I Shall Weave

So shall I be honest 
I was modest
You took it for granted 
I have a strong sense of being abandoned
I hope you know I hate to see you
Because every time I do I’m reminded how much I really love you
And I’ve never doubted that you knew
And by the way when you asked if I would be ok
I answered with a lie
Guess what it hurt even more when you said goodbye
I asked did you bother to ask yourself why

This has been a most exciting roller-coaster ride
Some of these words are far from literal
But I believe you should consider them all
Your just a customer and you pay with a piece of yourself
I think you should start thinking instead of drinking
And I’m more honest
So every time you think about crying
I’ll just hope to be dying
So would you rather me be lying
Because I’m exceptional at that too 

And ever night I lie alone
Motionless just hoping I can donate myself to heaven
You never knew its been seven years
This tale never nears the end just a new beginning 
So I’ll be winning while sinning
I bet this song will leave you grinning 
Tomorrow is another word for a new beginning
I’ve had the best and worst of them with you 
I hope you know 
I bet you never knew

And even after it was through you stilled signed “I heart you”
So I’m wondering did you feel inclined to bind my heart
So baby I’m trying to be brief but I held this in for too long
This is pay back in the form of a song
Yes, I think you did me wrong
How’s that for honesty and modesty is up the creek with out a paddle
So saddle up I’m going to ride this wave of guilt all night
I know much more than you could believe 
You don’t have the option to leave
Please believe, Please , Please believe

So if you can’t manage this then cease my heart before you leave
I hope you hold no belief in grief
Because I do and this won’t be brief
I hold many beliefs
I’ve got an ace up my sleeve
On second thought just leave 
I have no need to torture myself with your wealth of charming pantomimes 
I’ll be fine
Be strong just leave
I’ll be strong please believe 
Another darken fairy tale I shall weave 
Be strong just leave and I will grieve

Copyright © | Year Posted 2006



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