Angel With a Broken Wing

Sitting alone again, wondering if you're okay. being alone, i remembered how i wanted you to stay. looking for something I can hold on to. It's the pillow that reminds me of you. Every time the clock ticks, I would always find a way to entertain myself & hoping i can do some magic tricks. before i close my eyes & go to sleep, every night , i hope, i can be w/ you for just a glimpse. every time it rains, i would always go outside, but i guess no one would like to hold my hand & be by my side I touched my face & i was already crying under the rain. will there be someone willing to cast away all this pain? until now, no one would risk,to wipe off these tears. The shadow of my past, well those are my fears. i always want to hide myself from this world's madness. I often feel that I'm inside a bubble or in a dark sanctuary, where there is sadness. I hope there will be a wishing star that will pass by. I'll make another wish,to find the guy who cant make me cry. i sat at the corner of my room, and in my hand, was a ring, a question that even i cant answer, "will i forever be waiting like an Angel w/ a broken Wing"?