And Yet 2

for you ive dont more then i would, for you. . . and yet. . . and yet. . . 
i told her we had never touched eachother once
i almost cried as i lied about how we loved
i care about you, how can she care
id do anything for you, just to have you, and you said you cared
and yet. . . and yet. . . 
how can this be? that i loose out? how can it be
that you care about a girl who doesnt care about you, 
more then you care about me?
if you care about me, then please explaini thought you felt that connection too, the one i knew
this is making me want to cry, jump off a bridge and just die
im waiting. . . and yet. . . and yet. . .
im impatient, dont make me wait too long
im hurting, each time i realize its you i cant call
because i have to pretend, that you dont make my day
because i cant kiss you, have you in every way
i want you, you said you wanted me too
and yet. . . and yet. . .
where are you? tonight? your in her arms
where are you? your lips are pressed to hers
where are you? your fingers brush her skin
where are you? your doing it again
where am i ? im lost somewhere along the way
where am i ? i felt your connection
where am i ? trying not to let pain drowned me
where am i ? im the one who loves you
what can i do to make you see?
and yet. . . and yet. . .
life isnt fair
and yet. . . and yet. . .
i want you to be with me here
while you are with her, i hope you think of me
and yet. . . and yet. . . 
that is not where i want you to be
. . . and yet. . .
Copyright © | Year Posted 2009

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October 26, 2009 at 8:24 PM
My stomach is acidifying my heart with hatred for the one who has caused you so much pain... Your Love, .::James::.
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