An Optimistic Hope

Lying to myself, 
I am determined and strong. 
I’ve got to think clearly,
But I know I was wrong. 
When the pain subsides,
It comes back in force. 
I’ve got to see the future,
Let fate take its course. 
Hearing your voice,
Is a bittersweet occurrence. 
A sadness grips at me,
A tightly wound deterrence. 
I’m caught looking to both,
A bright future and a misguided past. 
Torn between times,
I don’t know how long this will last. 
Memories come flooding,
Followed by imaginary thought. 
Some good and some bad,
But will it all come for naught?
Remaining optimistic,
At least a portion of my day. 
Reverting to pessimistic,
No matter what I can say. 
I’ve no reason to doubt,
All the things she says true. 
An animosity’s touch,
Keeping me from you. 
I’ll see you soon,
How will it go?
I love you to the moon,
But this you already know. 
I hope to see you smile,
I hope to see a sparkle in your eyes. 
I hope there’s an ignition,
So our fire never dies. 
What’s left is some embers,
With a hope of tomorrow. 
I hope I’m not too late,
Able to cast away sorrow. 
I know all my misgiving,
My past unfortunately true. 
Though I’ve got to keep living,
Hopefully one day I’ll have you.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2019

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