Am I Talking To God Or Myself

Am I talking to you G.O.D.? Or am I talking to myself? Should I be asking for money, luck, or for good health? What kind of things will you answer to? How will I know if my prayer went through? They say just be patient and yet I'm STILL waiting, Where the hell are you? Like I said I'm fading. Waiting around on you to give me a sign. What is my purpose? I'm running out of time. Please just let me know, some sort of direction, I'm looking at the wrong map, and I need some correction.