Am I Still Blind

there are times - and i don't know why - in which i cannot see you. You in all your goodness and sweetness. i seem to be lost and blind to all the endearing things that i love about you. i cannot find you. i cannot reach you. not by voice, not by touch. it is at these times that i feel the most vulnerable the most alone, and my world is dark. please wait for me. please make yourself known. please stay near - so that i may find you, see you, and love you...again