Am I Still a Blessing

Lord as I sit here with my notebook and my pen Some hurtful memories from the past resurfaced once again You know I've really struggled to accept and love myself How many people have used me then put me on the shelf You know my heart's intention to plant and water seeds By sharing the words you give me to encourage those in need But I'm almost at a breaking point my heart aches within Yet you know where I'm going and you see where I've been Right now I'm somewhere in between and I really need to know Am I still a blessing and Lord if this is so Please reach down your mighty hand and refresh me Lord I pray Fill me to overflowing so I can bless someone today Amen