Am I Mental

Mental Mental Mental,
the only thing I can think,
I have to be seriously mental,
to be put on these?

Reading what they are used for,
on the internet today,
O.M.G seriously, 
why the heck i'm I on these.

It's only just sunken in now,
all day I was happy,
even after leaving the doctors,
nothing was bothering me.

At the moment I'm just a ginnie pig,
till they find one that suits,
looks like a roller coaster ride,
for the next few weeks.

In 2 more hours I take my first pill,
I have no idea what to expect,
I'm still trying to hesitate,
these pills I just don't want to take.

Like everything else I've disliked in life
I'll force myself when it's time,
but I wasn't expecting Anti Psychotics,
this **** just blows my mind.

M.Mahauariki © 2012
Copyright © | Year Posted 2012

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Kendrick Avatar
January 30, 2012 at 1:58 PM
Interesting thoughts penned..Enjoyed reading this afternoon..Sara
Mahauariki Avatar
January 30, 2012 at 3:49 PM
Yeah I still have a lot of uncertainty with what's going on at the moment.
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