Always Been You

my heart gets heavy and hard to lift starving plenty for a hug and kiss when having doubt and feeling miffed my headed route is clouds and mist abound i drift, surrounding bliss astounding fix, of a founded miss its always been you, purest gift forever in love, worth living with patience is a virtue into a circle realer than rehearsal bleeding from the hurtful possible torture a test of time obstacles being reason or mind they say even believing blind why do you light the way I find? sigh to a place we lay with wine dream of a day you stay as mine clocks lost in a thought of pine woods of woulds, hope the shine through tree tops, looking for signs will our hearts bind, run true if tried sights on high, i bite my lip and close my eyes, floating divine learning every detail of your curves any couldn't outplace you first laughing tho sleepless rest assured uttering what I feel needs no words