Alone and Lonely

Alone in this world cruel masochistic world treacherous, treasonous My lone soul Frightened, anxious Fighting against evil Demons, Fiends Ghouls from the past and present Mine aching heart Bleeding, yearning Missing my only love A deep agonizing love Let thy sword come Unleash all thy curses I will vanquish thee Send thee to Hades My soul, My pneuma Get thee ready Thine enemies hath come To steal, to rob you Of thine good heart Stand guard mine soul Against all the world Alone and lonely My darling My life is bitter My soul has been savaged For they left me alone Friendless, solitary With only memories for company Memories sweet and sour They went forever Gone to their maker Left me their babe alone Vulnerable unarmed With a bleeding heart Aching for their love Aching for your love A deep agonizing yearning It was that inevitability That robbed me thus That left me lonely With exiguous hope Little to look forward to Little to anticipate I despaired And was angry at everything Nature, Life, Humanity A ripe mind to cultivate By the demon king Lucifer. For i was hapless Alone and lonely And the fiends came Hungry bloodthirsty vermin Screeching happy in anticipation Joyous and conceited in their minds Blind and unseeing in their conceit For my sword hand was ready I couldn't let you down no such betrayal from me no such treachery from my heart so i stood strong and faithful Alone and very much lonely Your love was my armor Their love my shield His Angels my guidance Yet i was alone Physically very much alone But for your love, For their love For His love.... Alone and lonely