All Nighter

once in awhile I still go back and visit your memory rattle the chains, unlock the door on all that used to be but the ghosts can't hold me close and they don't kiss like you I'm tired of dreaming these dreams and waking up feeling blue so I pull an all nighter, stay up 'til the dawn creeps in thinkin I can get past these thoughts and how it all began but it doesn't go away, and none of these ideas are fading baby, there's no pleasure in all of these shades of gray it plays over and over, always the same routine when I fall asleep, you take over my dreams and now when I'm awake, no part of you can I shake just what you left behind, lonely memories and this heartbreak