Agony and Ecstasy

agony; does she like me?; does she care how i look or would she like me regardless?; was i wrong?; will i get hurt again?; has my inexperience tricked me again?; did i read it incorrectly again?; is this all in vain?; ectasy; feeling so happy when we talk; talking about u to my friends i become so happy; happy to the point where i'm just crazy; wishing to c u; longing to talk to u for more time; wanting to b there to comfort u when u need it; hoping to b there for u always when u need me; wishing to b needed; loving how ur able to tell me anything, being able to tell u anything, total open, uninhibited conversation = trust and comfortableness; agony; ecstasy; strong together.....life