Again

Again....... I’ve been all wrong watching it all disappear Whispers in your ears vibrations seeping through with all my lost years Lost in my mind thinking of you trying to get out of my souls darkened room Completely lacking control lucidity within Trying to remember as lustrous looming begins How did I get here? where did it begin Affliction and hurting inside you can’t see the pain Feeling lost in my mind keeping up my defense Ruefully it’s our hearts lost souls to be blamed Seen the show of the passionate kisses longing for those times of twilight inflictions With you alone in the starriest of nights why do I choose to live such a life To be so dismissive not wanting to fight late night heartbreak music turned low long-standing lust depleting my soul Totally unconscious my mind starts to race Lost with deceitful erroneous painful mistakes Perceptions can’t trace as my eyes start to close My heart starts to race every time I lose control It hurts with such passion wrong or right hands down its true our loves seems so right Moving on down that unsure road Resisting all memories mindless download Loving you while loved by you In love with you while being in love to you Thinking of you always loving you