Again

Again.......

I’ve been all wrong 
watching it all disappear 
Whispers in your ears 
vibrations seeping through 
with all my lost years 
Lost in my mind 
thinking of you 
trying to get out 
of my souls darkened room 
Completely lacking control 
lucidity within
Trying to remember 
as lustrous looming begins 
How did I get here? 
where did it begin  
Affliction and hurting inside
you can’t see the pain 
Feeling lost in my mind
keeping up my defense 
Ruefully it’s our hearts
lost souls to be blamed 
Seen the show of the passionate kisses
longing for those times 
of twilight inflictions
With you alone in the starriest of nights 
why do I choose to live such a life 
To be so dismissive
not wanting to fight 
late night heartbreak 
music turned low
long-standing lust 
depleting my soul 
Totally unconscious 
my mind starts to race 
Lost with deceitful erroneous painful mistakes 
Perceptions can’t trace 
as my eyes start to close 
My heart starts to race 
every time I lose control 
It hurts with such passion 
wrong or right 
hands down its true 
our loves seems so right 
Moving on down that unsure road 
Resisting all memories mindless download 
Loving you while 
loved by you 
In love with you 
while being in love to you 
Thinking of you 
always loving you
Copyright © | Year Posted 2020

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